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Found a bunch of Pennsic pictures here. And by "a bunch", I mean SMACKLOADS, like 1500+! Sifted through them and managed to find a few shots of me and mine:

Some pics of me and discussions on my fighting at Pennsic

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I believe this was near the end of the Mountain Pass battle, Ealdormere was told to fall back and guard the flag. This is during a hold, but I'm doing what I was told, which is why there are no enemies and it just looks like we're relaxing. I was totally in the battle, I just didn't do much.

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A close-up - see, look ME!

Earlier in the week I entered a tourney. The "fighting laurel's prize tourney" which I figured would be relatively easy, being most laurels are not knights, but every knighted or apprenticed laurel came out to this thing. In a field of 17 fighters, we had two kings, countless dukes, a handful of knights, a couple of squires and maybe 4 total joes, including myself. Tangwystl sponsored my entry into the tournament and I was really proud to fight for her, but at the same time terrified that I would make a fool of myself and tarnish her honour. She kept telling me how proud she was of me for being brave enough to get out there and I kept feeling like a total fake as I put on my bravado and quaked with fear inside.

The first fight I was mercilessly one-shotted by a duke sir "I'm 7 feet tall and you're a shrimp". I think my second fight was much the same. By the third fight (I think) I finally got to fight someone without a white belt, but I was so disheartened and totally on the defence that he got a walk-through. Pictured below:
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At this point Tangwystl had other plans and took her leave from the field, and about now is when Jason made an appearance. The next fight was against a florentine duke. I'd never fought against anyone with two swords before (come on, I've only been to three practices already!) and I didn't have a clue what to do. I got legged, lost an arm, and cried because it was my bad wrist and I was feeling pretty emotional. And called "good" on a head shot he thought wasn't because I needed to get off the field and pop my helm NOW!

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Me getting legged

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Going down to my knees

Jason had to spend the next while fetching me kleenex while the water-bearers went mad with worry - "I'm not dehydrated or hurt, it's a girl thing, I don't want to talk about it, please go away." Though one of them wouldn't take "go away" for an answer and kindly brought me a cup of ice and that was really relaxing against my face and did help calm me.

The next fight I also lost, and lost it again on my way off the field.

The next fight by some miracle I won. I'm still not sure if I won it or if he gave it to me, but as my usual agressiveness had finally made a reappearance it is possible I found a legitimate opening. And despite winning, I also left the field crying. So now it's not pain, or being disheartened at losing, now it's just pure, raw emotion. Incidentally I fought brifly with him and his brothers (kinda, I drifted a lot not having a unit of my own) in the mountain pass battle. He seemed like a really nice guy. I can't recall his name, but he was a squire in yellow and blue chequey.

I think there might have been one more fight, which I lost. But by the end I had regained my composure enough that I wasn't in tears, though my breathing was probably still all jerky and ragged.

After it was over I had a moment with one of the other female competitors, Marie, who gave me a ring and some words of encouragement. I fought a few pick-ups with her before packing up the armour and calling it a day.
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Marie is in the red and white.

I came in last place but still got to pick a prize as all entrants had to also provide a prize. The beads I had made went pretty far down the list of prizes, behind a necklace made of *maybe* some handmade beads and a lot of commercial spacers. I guess in future I should string them if I want them to be more attractive. I got a shuttle for weaving, which I'm not sure I will ever use as the wood it pretty rough and I imagine it will snag the work. Would it be wrong to sand someone else's carving to make it smoother? Should I try to make it a useful piece or keep it as a piece of art (it is quite pretty, even if it isn't practical at this point)?

I was also awarded a pretty knitted pouch for "grace and poise on the field" (according to Jason's recollection, I was too fried to even take it in). I'm not sure if that was sarcasm and/or pity or if they were impressed that I stuck it out and kept coming back despite the tears.

Anyway, it was a good experience overall, but I'm not sure I'll ever enter another battle at Pennsic as it was just too much (and not a lot of real fighting as units, I like being part of a greater whole, not just being a guy on the field with a shield and no direction). Though I might bring the armour again next year so I can at least try the Ironrose tourney. I'd really like to be good enough to place in the newbie tournament.

And finally, I found Brigit in the background of one of the shots:
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Date: 2005-08-30 03:41 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] rectangularcat
Your description of crying reminds me of a talk my fencing teacher had with me - crying is a very female reaction to the adrenaline. I giggle a lot myself.

Date: 2005-08-30 03:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eve-the-just.livejournal.com
I used to giggle. I was okay with that reaction. Lately I feel like I want to cry at pretty much any provocation. A jingle selling soft drinks - getting veclempt, boo hoo! I think it may be time to get off the pill and normalize the hormones for a while.

Date: 2005-09-04 06:15 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] rectangularcat
Umm, yeah - soft drinks should not make one cry... *grins*

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