heat, exhaustion and other stresses don't help matters. it makes thinsg harder to examine.
it also sounds like you were trying to squeeze an awful lot into your two weeks. more perhaps than was humanly possible. i recently had an interesting discussion with an old friend about irritation. irritation, guilt, shame and anger are all realted. the first three are meerely anger channeled inward or in other ways than is obviousto the norm. don;t know if that helps matters any or not either. it was also pennsic. which i have found to be a difficult thing to handle. if your body cannot handle the heat and lack of sleep, and other adverse conditions.... you will not likely have as much fun as you would like. i know i become a totally differnet person by the end of the two weeks. some campmates never understood, and constantly gave me hassle and grief... until recently.... since they now have problems sleeping, they now understand.
i don;t know what it is about compassion and understanding. but lack of one, other or both when a bodies resources are down - can almost be a crippling thing. my last pennsic was spent in a constant state of tears and weeping because of that sort of thing.
anyway, fair chunks of writing and thoughts in these exchanges. i am enjoying this though. thank you. (and since i exceeded the limit, more so lengthy than i realized i guess)
hugs, and hope the long weekend proves to be restful.
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sigh- pt 2 i was longer than i thought :(
Date: 2005-09-04 03:23 am (UTC)it also sounds like you were trying to squeeze an awful lot into your two weeks. more perhaps than was humanly possible. i recently had an interesting discussion with an old friend about irritation. irritation, guilt, shame and anger are all realted. the first three are meerely anger channeled inward or in other ways than is obviousto the norm. don;t know if that helps matters any or not either. it was also pennsic. which i have found to be a difficult thing to handle. if your body cannot handle the heat and lack of sleep, and other adverse conditions.... you will not likely have as much fun as you would like. i know i become a totally differnet person by the end of the two weeks. some campmates never understood, and constantly gave me hassle and grief... until recently.... since they now have problems sleeping, they now understand.
i don;t know what it is about compassion and understanding. but lack of one, other or both when a bodies resources are down - can almost be a crippling thing. my last pennsic was spent in a constant state of tears and weeping because of that sort of thing.
anyway, fair chunks of writing and thoughts in these exchanges. i am enjoying this though. thank you.
(and since i exceeded the limit, more so lengthy than i realized i guess)
hugs, and hope the long weekend proves to be restful.